Falling Into The Darkness

Fame fueled her dreams. A loveless marriage nearly destroyed her. But when Jenna-Lynne finally found her passion she realized just how wrong she had been, about nearly everything.With her simple farm life in her rearview mirror, Jenna-Lynne heads to New York. Her eye for design and country couture sewing skills got her a full scholarship to college of her dreams, The New York Fashion Institute. Her dreams of becoming a famous designer are within reach, as long as her high school sweetheart, Troy doesn't get in her way.Although it annoyed her at first Jenna-Lynne discovers it's helpful to have Troy traveling to New York with her. He chose Columbia Law as soon as he heard she was heading to New York to follow her dreams. He plans to become an environmental lawyer and fight the chemical companies that were destroying his hometown farmland. Troy dreams of returning to his home community after college with Jenna-Lynne by his side. But she has other plans. The fame and fortune only a big city can provide are all she has ever wanted. Marriage, children and farm life are the last things she wants. Jenna-Lynne is the love of Troy's life. But Troy is nothing more than a comfortable convenience to her.An exotic Italian classmate, Sergio, ignites a flame within Jenna-Lynne that Troy never could. She never felt real love and passion like this with Troy. She never planned on staying with Troy after college, and now that she has Sergio she needs to find a way to tell him. But for some reason she never finds the right way.An unexpected pregnancy laced with complications changes everything. The amazing job she was just offered as a wedding dress designer and the wonderful life she had dreamed of are about to be lost. She has to let Sergio go and tell Troy he is about to become a father. The weight off her decision, keeping her secret, lying to Troy, feeling suffocated by Troy's success and unfulfilled by her role as wife and mother are all just too much for her to bare. The only escape from the torment of her unhappiness is suicide. But now that she is falling she realizes this can't be the end. She can see things so clearly as she tumbles downward. Is it possible make things right? Will Troy ever forgive her? Will Sergio understand? Can she survive a fall from a penthouse rooftop and put the shattered pieces of her life back together?