The Hurt in Her Eyes

My name is Serenity, but ironically, serenity doesn't exist in my life.Not now.Maybe not ever.I struggle everyday on two fronts. In no particular order, I want a love that makes my head spin and success that turns my world upside down in a good way.When my homegirl, Sage introduces me to a woman who will be my mentor, it's only a matter of time before I achieve one of my goals.The other, unfortunately, doesn't come so easily.A few dates, a lot of hand wringing, busy days and nights building my empire, and increasing battles with depression leave me feeling like I'm living two lives.Something has to change. I need to change. If I don't, the distance between the love I want and the love I need increases to astronomical proportions.Follow my journey through the ups and downs of life as an unapologetic INFJ who doesn't know what she wants until it's almost too late